"Angel Child"

Many years ago, my daughter, Sami, snuck into my phone and changed her contact's name to "Angel Child."

What's funnier is, my contact's name in her phone is "Spicey."

It drove me crazy.

Every time I asked Siri to call Sami, Siri's response was, "you have no Sami in your contacts."

Now, as my Angel Child venture's out into the world, I want more than anything to keep remembering that beautiful little cherub, my Angel Child, born with "rubber band legs," deep blue eyes, and jet-black hair.

On the day she was born, she looked at me within seconds of entering the world, the connection I felt was so strong. Like an old soul talking to me through her eyes, "I thought you might need some extra love in this lifetime, so I decided to come join you."

As I have said in a previous blog, I don't do the "what if" dance.

So, when I tell you I don't regret marrying Sami's dad, I mean, at the time, I deeply loved him. No regrets.

While going through our difficult divorce, I constantly reminded myself that our union was meant to happen, we were the gateway to our daughter's arrival.

Why am I sharing this?

Because last week was a Super Full Moon.

Geez, did you feel it!???

During this full moon in Aquarius, I was reminded of issues around the heart, patterns around love and relationships, and more importantly recognizing and embracing childhood traumas.

I don't make it a habit of looking back on "childhood traumas" I am one of those that believes regardless "chit happens."

But, my daughter, because of the divorce between her dad and I, had her fair share of trauma.

During that time, I worked hard to create a safe space for her so she could grow through it.

To flow

My daughter's presence in my life, I realize, gives me such strength. The very thing I have worked so hard to give her,

A symbiotic relationship.

Together we give each other that "extra love."

To flow through life.

This year is a year of presence.

A year of gratitude.

I have so many things to be grateful for.

My daughter is at the top of that list.

How often do we take our relationships for granted?

My intention this week is to take a closer look at relationships.

Is my energy flowing into relationships that serve my higher good?

I ask this question of myself, because I learned not long ago, that my energy tends to flow to those who suck it up without a return flow.

This week, I will redirect.

Watch out Sami, here comes a tidal wave of love!

How about you? Are you ready to re-direct?

Namaste

Kathleen